Why does it always happen that when I have a TON to write about I never can find time?!?! It’s killing me. Once again I have a list of around 6 things on my whiteboard that I need to blog about!

One of them is short, so I’ll do that now while I have a second!

I got the new Three Days Grace CD “Life Starts Now” recently. I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It’s absolutely amazing and awesome and addicting! I highly recommend it!!!

Will post later, I swear!!

~Airolyn

Why does no one ever check my blog anymore?!?!??!?!

>.<

Stop your other lives, loser people! READ MY BLOG!

~Airolyn

Have to go to school tomorrow because it’s Monday. I think Monday should be made part of the weekend!!!!!

All those in favor, comment and continue reading my blog!

<3

~Airolyn

P.S. My stats are sooo all over the place….. 20, 5, 2, 10…. ugh.

Go to this URL to take some fun little quizes I made while I was bored!

http://www.quibblo.com/user/Airolyn/created

:D

Post your results for me to see and tell me if it worked!

~Airolyn

Starbucks.

I love that place…Tall Java Chip Frappuccino, please!

Man, that stuff is goood…

But expensive.

Hence the title of this post.

^^

I had an amazing time in AP Psychology yesterday! We are currently studying memory, so last class we did some memory exercises for fun.

They went something like this:

1) On a scrap sheet of paper we gad to write down, in order, as many gifts as we could remember from the song “The 12 Days of Christmas.” I got them all correct!

2) Our teacher read out a list of 16 items. She then asked us about our day, what we are doing this weekend, etc, to distract us. Then we had to jot down as many of the words as we could remember. I was one of two people to get all of the words correct.

3) We were given a slip of paper numbered 1-20, and the directions said to listen to our teacher read out 20 odd sentences and put a number 1-5 next to each sentence number depending on how easily you could visualize a picture to accompany the sentence. The sentences were things along the lines of “The green frog jumped into the pool,” “The toothless bathing beauty rarely smiled,” and “The lanky leprechaun wore lavender leotards.”  After we had done this we flipped over the paper and numbered 1-20. The teacher then asked us questions concerning the sentences she’d read. The questions were things such as “Who wore lavender leotards?” etc. We had to answer with the adjective and the noun to have it considered correct. I got all 20 correct. I was the only one to get 20. The second highest score was a 15.

I feel smart. I knew I had a good memory but… I didn’t know it was that good! It was very fun though!

~Airolyn

P.S. Going to the football game at school tonight – sure to be tons of fun!! I hope we win this time… >.<

P.P.S. Fun with colorsssss!!!

Sometimes you just want…no, you need that special someone – that special guy – who you know you can go to when you have no one else to turn to, and he’ll just hold you close as you cry. That person who will rock you back and forth, held safe in his strong arms so that you feel like a child again. You know you can just stay with this person, you’re big teddy bear who keeps you warm and comforts you throughout the hard times, for as long as you need to until he knows you are truly feeling better because he cares. He is compassionate and loving. He is your rock, your life, your peace.

I miss having someone there for me… Even if they weren’t like the probably-non-existant person described above…

We all have the right to dream through times when you feel alone and inadequate though…

~Airolyn

I am drowning in homework. Soooo much math, and history, and psych, and physics, and Japanese, and…. *Gasps for air!*

I have no time. I have no time to spare thanks to my mounds of homework and multiple crew practices. I just can’t finish this all. I’m in a great mood – I had a good day, etc – but man, I am overwhelmed in homework. Especially Math Analysis (pre-calculus) stuff. HUGE packet due tomorrow. Have I started it…?

Yes!

I have done 2 problems of 100.

Aren’t I the procrastinator….and we’ve had this thing for a week….I’m dead. Luckily I love my teacher! :)

Anyway, I am so sorry to all of you who still read this thing!

I want to post more, you all should know that by now, but junior year is the hardest academic year ever!!!!

Stay tuned to my blog, for it will continue to groooowwwww!!!!!!!!

~Airolyn

P.S. Bunny!

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After I finish my homework of course – until then I guess I don’t exist…?

Um…the title pretty much explains it all! The poll has to do with the pictures posted on the new page (Pictures), so make sure you view those first! AND BE HONEST!!!!! :P

~Airolyn

Click on either picture and it will appear larger! Enjoy and please comment!!!

So I’m actually posting. Shocker, right?

Well, I just got back from the mall where I saw the new movie “500 Days of Summer.” It was a cute film, probably more of a chick-flick or something to see with your girlfriend/boyfriend than a “I’m a bored and lonely guy seeing a movie” type of thing. The plot was semi-predictable, but it was cute never the less. The acting was good enough to show the necessary amount of emotion that was needed to make the movie enjoyable. Joseph Gordon-Levitt was charming as the hopeless romantic Tom Hansen; he was also quite a cutie! Zooey Deschanel was OK, although she didn’t do much to really make the audience (in my opinion) really remember her as the main female role – Summer Finn.

The story line was sweet with a tiny twist on the classic story idea: Boy meets girl. Boy falls in love. Girl does not. Girl wants to keep things casual. Girl eventually dumps boy. Boy goes crazy and through a period of grief where he believes his life is no longer worth living without this girl who he was positive was “the One.” Boy eventually moves on to implied better things.

Out of 10, with 10 being the most incredible movie I have ever had the honor of viewing and a 1 being I now feel suicidal, I give “500 Days of Summer” a 7.

Hope this was helpful enough to those of you who were debating whether or not this movie was worth the $8 admission’s fee. I say go for it.

I’m home from camp after 6 weeks!!! I had a complete blast and I now miss being at said camp, but oh well – I’m also quite happy back in civilization with a mall and movie theatre and sugary food…Lol.

I WILL post about it later because it was so epic, but for now I am working on my iPod. Ciao!

~Air

P.S.  Saw the movie Wanted last night. Can you say INCREDIBLE?! I will blog all about it later! For now, however, I do HIGHLY recommend it!!!

My granddad just told me that Ben Franklin once said that beer is proof that God loves us.

Lol.

Thoughts that was funny!

Currently at my grandparents’ house  about to eat something. I’m not really hungry though – I had a pack of sour gummy worms from Cracker Barrel, a chocolate frosty and small fry and Cesar salad from Wendy’s, and a nutella sandwich. It was all awesome. Now my tummy hurts. :[

My grandparents have two cats also – Bailey (he has a snaggle tooth and crooked smile) and Mr. Stubbs (he’s missing his tail – it’s just a little stump that he wags like a dog’s tail). I love their kitties!!

I’M 16 TODAY!

I expect gifts. -_-

Not really but I wanted to add that cause I could.

I have to get up early tomorrow because some friends of my grandparents’ are in town and we are going to breakfast with them, then my Ogi and Oba (granddad and grandmom, respectively; it’s Japanese, and it is what we have called my Mom’s parents since we (we being my siblings and I) were very very little) are gong to a fancy restaurant for dinner then to a play at a very cool theater. I think it’s going to be  a lot of fun. Then the day after that (Sunday) I catch a shuttle to the camp!

I can’t wait – I’m sooooo exited!

Yet I am really tired after staying up til one this morning packing. I need a lot of stuff to survive a month! But I’m not allowed to bring my iPod, my makeup, and my phone. :[ I’m gonna miss you guys!!!!

But only until I get there! Then I will be too occupied with horses, water, caves, rocks, and other people. Just kidding – I will think of everyone often.

Ooohh! On the way here (Ogi and Oba’s home) I got to mess around with the gps in their car!! Oba (Oji wasn’t with us for the drive) let me change the language settings all over the place – we went through Australian and British accents, Plotski or something, some language I can’t type because it is a different alphabet, Magyar, Italian, Dutch, Japanese, and many others! It was like a weird game!

Oba is singing about how we need vegetables after our “million calorie shakes” from Wendy’s. I don’t want stir-fry veggies…

Well, I’m out of things to type about…maybe I’ll have more tomorrow!

<3 Air

School is OVER!!!!!

I am currently sitting in Japanese 4 class with Cindy, my buddy who actually speaks this darn language, because we just finished our final exam. Which was hard. For me. Cindy probably aced it… :)

Our T.A. (teaching assistant; “Ann” for privacy purposes) is here too. She doesn’t do much teaching, she just sits in here and makes sure we dont burn down the school, destroy the cameras that show us to the other school on distant learning, or play too many tricks on our evil sensei. She’s not really evil, she just can’t teach. This year has been such a pain in here thanks to her….that and the fact that this dumb distance learning thing SUCKS. We have had sooo many technical difficulties this year…it’s funny! But annoying.

Cindy just said she should copy down this address to send to sensei.

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Fine then. I’ll never see sensei again anyway! :D

Good riddens…

Yeeeaaaahh…….So.

I’m bored.

Ooh! Forgot to tell you all that I’m off to camp tomorrow – I leave early in the morning and will be gone for a month so if you don’t hear from me (which you won’t cause we can’t use electronics) then that’s why. It’s gonna be sooo much fun! Rock climbing, white water rafting, horseback riding, and other stuff. And a ZIPLINE!!!! :DDDD I love those things…

I’m going because it was either that or I have to go to Father Dearest’s house for all of July.

I chose camp. Obviously.

I’m sure you all can guess why thanks to past readings!

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Sweet 16!

Cindy says happy birthday. And laughed that I’m typing what she says. I love you Cindy!!!! We’ll all miss you when you move. :’(

You too Ann! We’ll miss you as well!!

Make sure the kids next year don’t break too much, kill each other or sensei….you know the drill!

I’m hungry.

Cindy asked me how many people read this thing, and I replied that about 8 people are frequent visitors. Ann added that they are all the crazy people who like to hear me rant about “stupid stuff.” SHE’S JUST JEALOUS!

xP

We are now talking about how over-protective my mom is. Amen! :)

Cindy: Do you have a facebook?

Me: No. She won’t let me.

Cindy: …*GASP!* Ooh!

I agree.

10 minute countdown ’til the end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have to clean my room when I get home. Darn. Then I have to pack. Double darn.

Ok, current playlist time!

1) Echo : Gorilla Zoe

2) When I Get Home, You’re So Dead : Mayday Parade

3) Believe Me, I’m Lying : Forever the Sickest Kids

4) Stop and Stare : OneRepublic

5) Walking : October Fall

6) Say This Sooner (No Oe Will Ever See Things the Way I Do) : The Almost

7) Miserable at Best : Mayday Parade

8) Circus : Brittany Spears

9) Send  Me On My Way : Rusted Root

10) Rescue Me : Hawthorne Heights

Enjoy, and I’ll post when I get back from the camp, so stay tuned!!!!

~Airolyn

P.S. Cindy is playing with magnet poetry. This is soooo priceless: My friend wants my beautiful, fresh, unique and funny body.

!!!

Genius!!

Cindy is asian, by the way, so she’s uber smart, funny, and awesome!!! We all wish her the best! :)

THAT’S THE BELL!!!!! WE ARE FREEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.P.S. This post is in blue because it is her favorite color! :P

Currently posting from history class!! My teacher doesn’t care. YESSS!!! Lol….

I have nothing to post about…

Bell’s about to ring…off to Japanese D: This one girl is like…trying to set the teacher up with her sister…it’s hilarious! :D

~Airolyn

Yea, I think that pretty much explains it…lol.

New poll, by the way – I figured it had been way too long!

Current playlist:

1) Big Casino – Jimmy Eat World

2) We Sleep Forever – Aiden

3) Breakout! Breakout! – All Time Low

4) Six Feet Under the Stars – All Time Low

5) Burn It Down – Avenge Sevenfold

6) The Hell Song – Sum 41

7) Whispers in the Dark – Skillet

8) Middle of the Hill – Josh Pyke

9) Echo – Gorilla Zoe

:D

I ♥ We Sleep Forever, Echo, and The Hell Song the most…!

So, I saw Night at the Museum 2 the other day…it was soooo funny! Kumanrah (or however it’s spelled) was absolutely genius! I highly recommend everyone goes and sees this movie in theaters! I cannot wait to see Up – it looks amazing! I almost just got to go see it but Kirstin was busy with her boyfriend (grrr…), I couldn’t get a  hold of Maggie, and my friends from my current school are drowning in homework! This sucks…

Oh well – there’s always…later…I guess.

What else is new…OOHH!!! My siblings are all at my dad’s this weekend but I got to stay here with my mom!!!!!!! YAY! She knows how much I hate my dad right now (he ate 26 LIVE goldfish in college to win a competition) so she let me stay! We just got back from having Indian food which was AMAZING as always! Indian food is the best foreign cuisine ever!

Status: Still sadly single. Haven’t kissed anyone since October. I think my lips are shriveling up and dying…..

Also, my mom canceled our TV cause we switched from Cox to Verizon – this is killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well – I’m just watching a lot of movies now. The Matrix trilogy is AMAZING! ♥

Post more later,

~Airolyn

P.S. I got the most amazing hat at the thrift store the other day!!!! $5 later I have a big white, silver-sequined, old church hat, straight-out-of-the-musical-Wicked hat of coolness!!!!!!!!!!! I’ll hafta put up pics ASAP! :D

Hey guys! I can’t express how badly I’ve missed this blog and posting. :(

I’ve been grounded for like the past two weeks so that’s why I’ve been gone so long this time. Things in this house have been really tense….it’s too much to explain right now cause I’m only supposed to be on here to delete the last post I made cause it insulted my mom.

She’s making me get off now, so I hope to go into more detail later!

~Airolyn

Go to youtube.com. Look up the following videos:

1) Potter Puppet Pals (watch all of the ones made by Neil Ciceirega)

2) If balloons could talk (by Neil Ciceirega)

3) Toy food (Neil C.)

4) Ze end of ze world (?)

5) Supercide (Neil again.)

:D

You won’t be able to stop laughing!!!

-Air

So we are all watching TV (America’s Next Top Model, to be exact – caddy girls trying to kill each other never gets old!) and the commercials come on. The first commercial is that Yaz commercial talking about how the FDA or whatever needed them to clear up some points about the product.

Here it got funny.

Christopher decides to point out how the model’s dress does absolutely nothing for her boobs, and is in fact crushing them it appears. Luke then (the comedian) decides to impersonate the girl and says, “Ow this thing is CRUSHING my bosoms!! I would take it off but I need this money! I’m being payed $1000 dollars an hour!!”

Lol.

Phoebe and Chris then start going…crazy. I’m hearing snippets of “crack hore” and “ass’s fault” as I type this.

Hahaha….I’m now going to watch more of my show and during the next commercial I shall continue typing the wacko-ness of my family!

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I just found out Luke pick pocketed me. He managed to get a dollar out of my back pocket of my PJ pants without me knowing… I think it fell out earlier. Good to know I have honest siblings!!!

Luke can’t SHUT UP! I wanna watch my shoooowwww!!!!!

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Max, one of the cats, just stole my seat on the couch.

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Haha we are all waiting to see which girl’s photo Tyra has in her hands and in the suspenseful silence Tyra says, “the one who goes home is….” and Luke says, “the one who is…TALLER!”

Funny child…! Someone should duck-tape his mouth shut! Love him but…. -_-’

Ok, I’m done here. Maybe I’ll add mor-

*LOL!*

The song for the next episode just came on and it repeats “you wanna be on top?” and such, and Luke busts out and goes “ME! Tyra Banks!!!”

Now they are all talking about how Monique went home and Luke says, “Justice was served!”

I’m gonna pass out I’m laughing so hard!

-Airolyn

P.S. Megan, an 18-year-old, was just talking about how another girl is being a bitch when everyone else is trying to have fun. Luke busts out with, “I’m Megan and I’m 18 and I just wanna have fuuu-uhn!”

>.<!!

For those of you who didn’t already know, I’m stuck at my dad’s this week for spring break. We (me and my siblings) showed up on Friday at about 3pm, and don’t leave until around 3 on Sunday.

I don’t think I’ll make it that long.

I hate coming to my dad’s house – I hate being held responsible for everything, for constantly being yelled at, for just….feeling hated.

Today, about an hour ago, I was sitting on the couch watching TV with Phoebe and Hope, ad Tiffany, my step monster, came in from errands and started yelling like the crazy person she is. She freaked out on me for not clearing my plate from the side table after eating, and then proceeded t force everyone into the kitchen where she yelled at us and continued to ask, “Why can’t you guys put your dishes in the dishwasher??”

I do, just not always right when she tells me to. Fine. I admit it.

But I said, “I do put my dishes away,” and she YELLED, “No, you do not!!”

I said I do, because I do, and she said I don’t again.

Then she yelled about how I have no respect, how I do things on my own time, and how I’m lazy, spoiled, and how I always ask questions.

I ask questions to find things out, not to be disrespectful!! Is it that hard to understand?!?! And of course I ask if I can wait until the next commercial to clear my plate – that’s human to want to do things on your own time, but I’m not being disrespectful!! Now they’ve finally just banned me from asking questions so I just do things when I’m told. Fine!! Why didn’t you just do that in the first place – tell me to not ask if I can do it later – rather than confusing me and yelling for “asking questions.” Thanks for being specific!!!!

Not.

So I went to take my meds and she yelled at everyone to go downstairs to finish out laundry, including me when I was done taking meds.

So i took my anti-depressants (any ideas why I need them??!) and the renter, Melissa was there, so I spoke to her for 30seconds. Melissa is really cool and understands better. She knows all of us well, and she and Tiffany are good friends. So anyway, she said she wasn’t siding with me or Tiffany, to which I replied I didn’t expect her to, and then Tiffany comes up and yells at me, “She’s not your councilor! Get your ass downstairs!!”

O.o

Exccuuuussseee me?!

My dad doesn’t like the fact that I see a councilor because he thinks it’s shirking responsibilities by getting the answers from someone else (which it is not!! If you have any questions on how it’s not and if you can’t see how that logic is severely screwed then let me know and I will email you a huge explanation). And now Tiffany is of the same mindset?? What now?? But hey, that’s irrelevant, because who cares if she’s not my councilor?!?! Now I can’t talk, too????

So I went downstairs and she called my dad and thrust the phone at me after telling him to “explain to your daughter how disrespectful she is” or something like that. I was pretty out of it after hearing the “your daughter”  part, and I just don’t remember her exact words.

No one gets it.

I don’t feel like recounting the exchange between my dad and I. It’s a waste of my time.

I don’t think I’m gonna last another 6 days.

I almost called my mom to tell her I want her to come and get me, 3 hour drive or not, before I kill someone (or myself), but I didn’t because she would call my dad and they would fight and he would come and yell at me for calling her and…..ugh.

They don’t get along. In fact, whenever we do something he doesn’t like he says something like, “you’re not going to treat me like you do your mom,” or “you aren’t going to live here and treat my house like you treat your mom’s.”

Tiffany, I’ve found, now does the same thing. During our argument today she said something like, “you will not act like you do at your mom’s here and be disrespectful.”

Everyone is in here yelling and being annoying fighting over the Wii. Ugh.

And I want Pizza Hut, but they don’t deliver here because we are in the middle of nowhere!!! Yet the thing is a freaking 7.59 miles away and they still won’t deliver. I’m about to go ride my bike to the place.

Hope asked Tiffany for me if we could order pizza and she replied, “do whatever you want as long as you don’t burn the house down.” Fine. How about I blow it up…? >:)

Just kidding. For now…

Anyway, I cried in my room that I share with my 2 real sisters and step-sister (fun, hm?!?!?), ended up barely making it to the toilet to barf (toaster stroodle came out like the biggest, longest loogie ever…), and then I took a shower. A cold one because there was no hot water. Now I have a headache.

Someone want to shoot me?

And to think this morning I was planning my post on my past 3 nights’ worth of dreams and how the trip with my mom to dad’s sucked just as bad as today, but now I can’t because my head hurts too much. Maybe I’ll catch up later. Maybe not. Although I hope I will because my dreams have been neat.

It’s times like these I wish I had a boyfriend (preferably within 10minutes walking distance) so I could run to his house and just curl up in his arms and…cry. And he wouldn’t care, so I’d feel better, and it would all work out.

But I don’t have someone like that.

So I’m alone. Besides friends of course… but they aren’t here and even friends can’t do what a boyfriend can at times. Comfort wise, of course.

Anyway…

I feel like shit.

-Airolyn

P.S. I put my iPod on shuffle o distract myself but that didn’t really work…”Your Guardian Angel” by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus came on first, then more sad songs that I can’ type right now because I’m being forced outside by the step-monster…

Adios! Wish me…death. Please!

Bought a lot of songs recently, mostly found by using the genius feature on iTunes. It takes the songs you’ve already bought and gives you a small list of other songs it thinks you would like based on past preference!

Here you go…! (Song first, then artist.)

1) Boom Boom Pow : Black Eyed Peas

2) Coffeeshop Soundtrack : All Time Low

3) Starstrukk : 3OH!3

4) Semiotic Love : Blaqk Audio

5) DotA : Basshunter

6) Now You’re Gone : Basshunter

7) Guilty Pleasure : Cobra Starship

8) Crawling Towards the Sun : The Hush Sound

9) Carcinogen Crush : AFI

10) The Killing Lights : AFI

11) Miss Murder : AFI

12) Girl’s Not Grey : AFI

13) Prelude 12/21 : AFI

14) Endlessly, She Said : AFI

A lot of AFI, I know, but I’ve found I really like their music! These songs play on shuffle, too, just to let you guys know that I don’t drown myself on one band at a time!

:]

Love you all, and I hope I can type much more later (as usual)!!!!!

~Airolyn

A new poll has been created to prove that I still love my blog and all of its many parts and pages. I do intend to make relevant post soon – I swear! – but I have been so beyond busy…you all have no idea!

I have another regatta this Saturday to add on to my list of must-dos which already contains things such as study, do homework, read Siddhartha, post more, call friends, kill my mother, keep breathing, make teacher pet rock for extra credit, that I invented, buy new iPod songs, see Sweeney Todd at last, take a nap, eat some food, go to the doctor, and more. See my dilemma??

The good news is that a lot of my artwork is going into a student art show at my school, and another piece still is going to a show at a nearby mall to be on display!!!!! *Leaps for joy!*

Anyway, just know that I love and miss all of my blogging buddies and that I shall return!! (Ignore the fact I’ve said that before with no avail….this time it’s for real!)

And now I leave you all with a song: Your Guardian Angel, by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. I got it two days ago and it’s a great song to fall asleep to or to listen to when you aren’t feeling very…perky or alive. Hope you all like it!

Adieu!

~Airolyn

So I know it’s been forever since I’ve posted and I hope to amend this problem later, but for know just try to be content in the knowledge that I’m alive and not well, but at least alive!

Sorry!

It’s just that I have so little time, and so much has been happening at home….and and and…..yea…. >.<

~Airolyn